wells.. went to find dearie at her workplace and we set off. saw apple in the train and we got to realise that she's joining us too. we thought we saw her coincidentally you know.. and we realised apple and lianhong joining us too. yup ! zhenguang and lianhong came later. headed to bugis for shopping spree? i guess its more like a photo shoot day. :D we started off with shopping spree at levis. zhenguang didnt get any in the end but dearie got hers. oh yes! i finally found the nike shoe i wanted! gonna get them real soon (: saw claire outside nike. missed her so much. sort of thinking when will be the next sajc og2 outing? hmmm? xP

had dinner at yoshi followed by nEoprints with dearie. i love the nEos! especially one of the shots looked like studio shot! mUahahha! :D after that, we continued taking pics. zhenguang is into photography so he's the photographer, while lianhong was responsible carrying our bags! apple would be zhenguang's consultant. lols. what about dearie and i? modEls! x.X we took photos from bugis all the way to esplanade. we WALKED ok ! but the photos aint nice at all. anyways! dearie and i had movenpick ice-cream at esplanade. it was soooooo expensive. esplanade, tsktsk! i could say, anderson's is still the best! (:

went ikea with mummy this afternoon. saw yaolun (naige) at the mrt. (: mummy and i bought a lot of stuffs today! i can say IKEA WAS SUPER CROWDED! i tried my best to squeeze through! hurhur. the trolleys even hurt my foot! okay i wouldnt complain about that. cause i hurt others too :X it was so unintentional! hahaa! shopped till evening and headed to ikea restaurant to have our dinner! my fav swedish meatballs!! and i ordered 6 chicken wings plus spaghetti. if you know me well, i always order food that caught my eye and that implies that ill lay out quite a no. of dishes on the table even though i may not be able to finish it all. shuk can understand this best! HEHEHHEES. no matter how much i eat, ill never grow fat! dont envy me k! =X

around 6pm, daddy came to drive us home! so many furniture! oh yea. went to buy another pair of fbt shorts on the way at queensway! i guess i wouldnt want to buy a new pair of school shorts. argh! having PE on monday and tuesday! hahaha. school is starting tmr! i should be happy! school school school! ((:

REPLIES :D
Mel; you deserve it too! (:
eR`eR; is that so? i thought cca ended! probably you wont see me there :D
Uncle; yay! :D

COMMON TEST HAS ENDED! :D :D :D

announcements were being made after the econs paper. mdm khoo announced that ALL the econs common test's results will be released on monday. MONDAY! all papers which mean even the essays, mcqs and drq?! the teachers are SO efficient please. most of us were expecting they'll take a long time to mark the essays. gosh. i couldnt imagine how prepared i'll be receiving the results, especially my econs. i know nuts about the questions given.

as expected, students were discussing about the answers they wrote. i was like saying, 'wheeeeee! THREE WEEKS OF TORTURE...' so shukleng followed by saying, 'THREE DAYS OF FREEDOM! is that really worth it? it sounds nice, eh? but could you simply differentiate days and weeks? we still have our tutorials to complete. RAH!

quoted from layjun's blog:
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back.

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xm; roxroxrox k! ((:
gr; yes gr? hahaha rernrern! :P
jess; ya lor.. how i know why must steal. some thief! argh!
shir; yes over! but im bored alrdy. at least, there's no extra stress for the time being. x.X

thanks for making my life so beautiful. if its not for you, i wouldn't have realised how ignorant i was for not cherishing the people around me. i let you down, i made you tear, i even made you worry for me. you scolded me for being silly and you would confiscate my things. no matter how much you try, my heart doesn't seem to reciprocate. you almost walked out of my life. you was a perfect lover, a man who puts me in priority. i couldn't really imagine what would we become in future. i couldn't imagine that we could even become really good friends! a man who never fails to make me laugh, the silly things you did, your care and concern make me feel indebted to you. we could share our problems together and we could even talked about our past. aww blur sotong! thanks man! thanks for putting the past behind and still, being there for me every step of the way. on this special day, i wanna wish you a very fantastic 18th birthday! happy birthday my dear boy! i love you truckloads! <3

xm gave me morning call at 7 plus. if not for his call, i guess i'll probably wake up in the afternoon. reached lot1 at about 8plus and bought beehoon from a stall nearby ! i was there for quite some time cause i needed to wait for the chicken wing to be cooked. haha ! auntie was chatting with me ((: it sounds like aunties going to the market and gossip early in the morning uh. i took quite some time to reach school ! xm even thought i was still sleeping after the call. >.<

we studied all the way till evening. yes! at least, i didn't waste my entire day. (: we had a super messy study table and i simply love it. it made me feel that we were really studying hard. zhenhui came at noon, with our lunch! :D thanks boy. but he dont seem alright.. with a 'charcoal' face like that. he seemed to be.. weird? haha and he said he's having solitary confinement! he just isolated himself, sitting at level 2 while xm and i sat at the concourse. woahhh! what's wrong with him! -knocks his head!

then, at about 2.30pm, hongseng came to join us! i was totally amazed by the pile of books and notes he brought. it's like bringing his whole shelf of books to the school lah. in the end, he just used 1/10 of the amount he brought. -giggles. so useful! tsktsk. but hongseng made my day! he made me laugh like a mad girl.. i just simply couldn't control my laughter! especially when it's having heavy downpour.. he did things which you couldn't imagine ;x

around evening, ie zhi came to meet us and we headed to plaza for dinner at yoshi. went back with zhenhui while the rest of the guys went to hongseng's place for stayover. the guys gonna mug all night! woahhhh! i admire them! lols. to think of it, it seems that i'm having a new group of friends to hang around with. i love their companion! :D despite the terrible mugging session to endure, holidays are filled with colours just because of their companion. thanks man! i give you thumbs up! ((:

one more day and the battle of common test is gonna to re-start its engine again! this is going to be another chapter of life, with mugging session almost everyday all the way till As. be a nun for the next 8 months, and you'll be free for another next 8 months. worth it, isnt it?

REPLIES :D
jess; where where! you gonna intro me that cause im into those bags now! i dont like big bags! just nice for my lecture notes and books would do. ;D thanks dear!
Mel; i saw you yesterday and today! you've been mugging in school all along? i love school! ;D all the best to you sweets.
zero plus seven; i'll prove to you! i'm going to study hard and SMART! i'll be a nun !
flunx; when's the ikea shopping? i would love to tag along if it's before april cause i need to get the stuffs before that. thanks for inviting! i would love that a lot a lot! ;D
xm; you can, i believe in you. ((:
weisheng; bad influence! shouldn't you be supporting me? )):

OHMIEGAWD !! i couldnt imagine my table has turned out to be in this way ! and for your information, its only a part of my table. what's more, i couldnt imagine my life has turned out to be in this way!

)): after 6 days of mugging hard, the volcano in me has erupted.

something came into my mind. not dance, but sports. (: yes! i think i need a break for that. de-stress!

so i met up with kenneth this morning for breakfast at macs. walked to school together and xiangming and zhenhui came after that. we had a badminton game! that was what marilyn wanted! :D

it seemed to be game of emotions. i teamed up with xm, so kenneth teamed up with zh. imagine two tigers competing with two lil rabbits. (okay, my analogy isnt good) the two of us were trying to vent our unhappiness and our anger out. perhaps it's only me. poor kenneth and zh had to admit defeat. but, it's definitely a good match for me. i felt so refreshed, so good that i could actually smile again! im in love with badminton again. you prolly see me playing that after common test! yes! thanks for the companion people! love! :D

you know what? come to think about it again, it's only common test. why am i stressing myself out, pulling my hair to figure out every single concepts in my book? yes, i need to study but for this time, i'm not going to stress myself again. i'm going to study SMART! i hope? :D

i just came up with a shopping list! to-do shopping list after my common test! i wanna go IKEA! i wanna buy le coq sportif bag! i want a new badminton racket! i need a roxy pencilcase! i need a new pair of sport shoes too! i think my pocket gonna have a big hole soon. >.<

i started to see the changes in life. i just simply feel that life is really unexpected. i remember about five years back, i had a hard time loving him. all the heartaches and everything one could actually get in return. and i didn't really expect that one day, i'll be the one telling him how i actually feel for someone else, and listening to his craps and all. it's really quite hard to imagine you know? life's a joke, uh. if you are reading this, i guess you probably laugh at the way i used to be. HEHEHES :D thanks man ! it's great having you around !

i dislike holidays! having a holiday doesnt really make me happy. ): seven days of mugging hard, seven days of thoughts, seven days of heartaches and seven days of missing him. )): i looked back at the past, i looked back at the happy moments. i'll smile; i'll cry. looking at the picture of you and me simply brings me comfort whenever i feel exhausted. im lost, with no sense of directions and i'm waiting for you to lead me the way. i follow my heart, do you?

i miss you, terribly.

REPLIES :D

weisheng; you JIAYOU too! did i appear in your dreams again? haha !
flunx; yes! thnks! :D im pining hopes on chem! i hope i can finish the chem paper on time. -shrugs
zhao; yes! <3 <3 NOOTKA!
fish; oh dear, miss me then fall sick? ;\ if only you were in school...

i would say common test has transformed us into crazy muggers. you know why? the entire atmosphere in my class has completely changed! i've been seeing my classmates staying in the classroom during breaktime just to mug. it's really different and it's quite hard for us to study as the j1s were having their orientation! that's really tempting for me. it reminds me of the high times during orientation I. im jealous of them having so much play time while we j2s got to study like nerds. anyways, the papers i sat so far aint as good as i expected. i just hope for a pass? and there's one thing i really want to complain about! THE EXAMS VENUE! i could simply understand that the j1s need the hall for orientation, but you see, we j2s were having a hard time doing the papers. the tables are too small and i could see germ's paper flying all around. ok ok ! thats exaggerating. looking at my eraser, my papers.. lying on the ground? argh ! i have actually expected that ill never be able to perform well sitting for papers at such venues. not pessimistic, its just based on my experiences.

pjc road run (cross country) on friday, held after our maths papers. tagged along with the guys and went to songhoe's place! (: the guys spent their free time playing dota and guess what im doing down there? trying to figure out the universal formula of the magic cube! in the end, after spending 45minutes killing my brain cells, i didnt manage to succeed. ): oh wells. we were late for about 25mins for the road run. hahaa but i guess it didnt make any difference. jessica, germaine. yanfen and i were being excused from the road run! so jessica and i went to sit down and had girls talk! it was then we heard people running around shouting that the guys were about to complete the run! OHMIEGAWD.. 15mins and they were back?! wth! so we ran to the canal area and took a look. we were actually supposed to help out at the road run since we were excused. nevertheless, i was being caught and asked to be the timekeeper for the boys under the hot, scorching sun ):

mrs annie loh asked me to time for the first 35 boys, and i ended up timing for 56 boys >.< marilyn!! what are you doing! i was so nervous ok! so many guys running at the same timing and i got to press the button continuously!

after the road run, it was the orientation II! yes! hmms. at around 6plus, nootka ogls gathered at the concourse. apparently not everyone turned up punctually so we girls were screaming away! hahahaa! we were just too hungry ): and we had kfc delivery! it was then we realised that there's free food at the concourse (the leftovers from the parent-meeting session). wasted our money )): orientation II wasnt as fun as orientation I. i guess having fun there aint the main point. its nootka ogls gathering again! yes! (: had chitchat session after the orientation. sadly, i didnt stay all the way during that session. i cant wait for the next gathering after common test! ((:

as for yesterday, headed to je library early in the morning at 10? :D im so hardworking! hurhur. did my chemistry.. it wasnt that productive at all cause i didnt know how to attempt the questions. supposingly, zhenhui gonna meet me to study after his lesson but he had badminton in the evening so he didnt. and he claimed he didnt wanna come.. but he gave me a shock when he told me he searched for me twice at the library. stupid zhenhui, cheated me! ARGH! ok ok im not so mean. it was sweet of you lah. and of course, i bugged him most of the time helping me to do chem. so in the end he didnt really study his physics. ;P

today.. supposed to go school in the morning but jessica sms-ed me that she had a fever. so my plan was cancelled. hey darl! must recover fast fast k! hmm.. lazy lil me slept till 10plus. HEHHEES :P but at least, i studied after i woke up from my sleep! read up a lil on econs and headed to jp and met up with zh for lunch. bought ingredients for dinner too! cause im too lazy to go out for dinner. hah xP and i studied! completed the ac tutorials i assigned myself to do. it was then i started to wonder.. WHY ARE THERE SO MANY TERMS TO MEMO! )):

RATE OF REACTION
RATE CONSTANT
ACTIVATION ENERGY
ORDER
RATE EQUATION
RATE DETERMINING STEP
CATALYST

and after clarifying with eugene, i realised that i learnt my enery profile diagram wrongly! i learnt the opposite! OHMIEGAWD! and this is the correct energy profile diagram..

If a reaction takes in energy the products have more energy. If a reaction gives out energy the products have less energy than reactants.

halfway throughout my revision, i had some thoughts. you see, even my seniors who took the same combi as i could actually score triple As in their As so why cant i? i know economics paper is all about skills, its quite tough to score but its not totally impossible right? positive thinking! that's one of the points in my study list from eugene! not bad huh :D

a lil note for a special someone, im sure you know who you are. i dont mean to offend you at all. but here's my heartfelt words. you made me tear after that conv. honestly, i dont even know why. we've became so distant and i actually cried. you asked me if books are more important than friends. no it isnt, but it isnt the time for enjoyment. as i said, i really feel guilty if i ever did that. and i was totally disappointed by you because i dont feel that you understand my situation at all. you compared Os and As with me. and you know what? Os are completely different from As. i am sure many would agree with me that Os cannot be compared to As. i know i made you angry, and maybe, our friendship ended up this way. although it hurts, i wouldnt let my grades to suffer. yes. 3hours of my time for enjoyment, you didnt ask for much. its my mentality.. i really dont want to regret my dear. can you please understand? from this incident, i truly realise that im gonna start to lose many things in life in order to strive hard for my As. i can apologise, i dont seek for your forgiveness, just your understanding. really.

on a lighter note, there are so many things i wanna do after my CT! i wanna meet my girlfriend! i really thank her for being there for me silently cause she didnt want to cause any disturbance. sorry dearie! i promise ill make it up after my CT! and i wanna play sports! badminton! swimming! i wanna learn judo! :D :D :D and mommy asked me to go shopping with her this friday! sigh! she's not really happy when i said i cant. but im glad she understands after i explained to her how i feel. (: thanks mommy! love you truckloads! <3

i miss you, terribly.

REPLIES :D

Uncle; thnks uncle! i know you are always there for me! play badminton with me after CT ok !
germs; i've updated too! and it's long one! not a short entry anymore xP
weisheng; HELLO HELLO! how's your mugging process! mug hard k ! JIAYOU!
xm; i bet you are mugging hard! JIAYOUJIAYOU!

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jianyi; take care too my dear. (:

fish; i miss you a lot a lot A LOT! ):

Yen; lets pray hard for pw now. haha see ya arnd in sch! ;D

xm; u shy?! -openBIGears. haha okay la you are sweet.. and you'll see bees flying arnd u ;P

jeff; thnks :D jeffrey from pjc?

shan; heys! see ya arnd in sch then! intending to appeal? give me a call if u need help okay! see ya darl. (:

feeling tired and sick, slacked around in school most of the time. we had a long break today.. thanks to mr dennis yeo, we had 1/2 hr of chemistry tutorial. (: its good to have break time, but too much really bore us. boooo. anyways, its the commencement of the GCE A LEVEL results today, not forgetting our mother tongue AO level results. i didn't get what i wanted, but im prepared for that grade which i got in the end. i don't know how i should feel.. mummy said 'good'. mrs ang said 'good'. potato said 'good'. girlfriend said 'good' and daddy said 'bad'. thanks for the encouragement ((: and congratulations to those who did well. especially mingmay, yanfen, jieyi and potato! yupp! happy for y'all! <3

dang dang dangdang! :D
okays! entry would be based on the wedding and danceworks 2006! (:
The Wedding

my alarm clock was ringing at 8! the night before i set two alarms and still, i didnt manage to wake up on time. i thought my alarm clock has rung twice. sleepily, i woke up and took a look at my hp and realised it has past 8.30! i got a big shock and quickly changed blablbla.. was a little late reaching clementi. cannot blame me okay, slept for 5 hrs only. ): rahh! im a sleepyhead!
met up with sueping, lynnette, germaine, joyce and jasmine. we saw germaine wearing skirt! its nice germs.. you should have a habit wearing that my dear. (: decided to take cab to the wedding which was held at St Teresa's Church.

we had an interesting cab ride. joyce germs and i took a cab whereas sueping lynnette and jasmine took the other. their driver didnt know how to go so our driver had to give us the directions to tell the other driver to follow suit. lol.. we managed to arrive there on time and was amazed by what we saw. we saw mr kevin ang - the groom! ((: he looked really smart and handsome.. haha of course, he's the groom what! hahaha. he's carrying a real sword too! we took a photo with him before the wedding started. (: poor lil germs.. the photographer seemed to be germs' arch enemies in their previous life.. look at germs' face! its like trying to squeeze into the picture.

The Sacrament of Holy Matrimony uniting Kevin and Miaw Yi.

stepped into the church.. and viewed the wedding photos! it was gorgeous.. gorgeous-ly taken! (: to our amazed, we saw Mr Keefe Loke dressing like a 80's man with flowery print collar tee and Mr Michael Kwok is no longer the hot pants we know. he's in long pants. wahahahha :D anyways, the ceremony was awesome! and guess what! we saw someone familiar making announcements at the wedding.. and he's a teacher from our school! we felt as if we were attending assembly.. ahahhaha! :P

we saw the another side of mr ang. he looked really nervous! in school, he's always the one jabberish nonsensical jokes.. you know.. its just so unlike of him. and of course! how could we have forgotten to capture the way he's? hahaha we took shots of him! lalalas.

The Arrival of the bride

its the moment he's waiting for! ((: everyone was starting at the bride.. while some of us took at peep at mr ang! hahahaa! we wanna see his facial expression of course! :D he's really lucky to get such a pretty and cute wife! she's really cute! hahaha. the bride has a fair complexion! and we were surprised cause she has an army background.. oh! according to us, the bride looks a lil like ms aw. ;/

germaine saw the priest's rope! the front bears the word "xi" which means happiness and the back, "ai", which means love.

and finally! the moment everyone waiting to hear...

I, kevin, takes miaw yi, as my wife.....

and here's.. that's what germaine has long awaited for! the kissing of the bride! :DDD

its sooooo sweet pls.. hahaa germaine, dont be too excited. you'll have that moment very soon! remember to invite us to your wedding! -blinks :D

you know what! im jealous! im soooo envious! its a SWORD WEDDING! yes and i mean, SWORD WEDDING! that's what every girl desires for a wedding like this.. awwww. ((:

and there was this cute lil boy sitting in front of me. he's been shouting throughout the ceremony.."daddy! etc etc.. his dad had a hard time pacifying him. oh! and when he turned back looking at us. guess what? HE DROOLED! i could see the saliva dripping from his mouth! ohmiegawd. so cute pls!

and here's.. a group photo with the groom and the bride (:

wedding lunch at sentosa. the girls didnt want to go so i didnt go ): i wanted to, but no one accompanied me. sad! took pictures with potato before i left! aww i love it! its beautifully taken (: went town with joyce and germaine after the wedding. joyce left at around 2pm so germaine and i headed to paragon delifrance to have some food. the service simply irks us.. our orders came in about 15 mins. and germaine was so cute pls.. she ordered apple juice and it came with orange juice. after drinking 3/4 of it, she realised that its not what she ordered. =/
oh wells, went to find my mommy after that for shopping spree! bought slippers from charles and keith! (:
at around 9pm, headed to jp to meet dearie up after her work. had supper with her (: saw winnie mei there too.. thanks for the vday presents too my dear! love ya! :D

DANCEWORKS 2006
woke up at 6am! 6AM ON SUNDAY?! wth.. luckily daddy drove me to school. so i reached school at 7am. due to lack of sleep, i got triple eye lid! urgghhh! xiangming was there in school too! so sweet of him pls.. he's been helping us out with the stuffs. mich is so lucky! HEHEHES :P oh yah, here's the sandwich board.

wells.. together with the dancers, took the bus to marina square! mich and i took a photo in the bus too.. sleepy us. look at our face!

had rehearsals there.. and had breakfast with my team mates! they were so humorous.. haha we've been laughing away at macs. saw elena, jeanette and corinne.. gare rern zhao qi etc etc.. i saw sherman too! i miss him so much! its like quite some time since we last met! anyways, our team got 3rd in place, unexpectedly. mich and i didnt really expect that to happen. and presenting to you my teammates!

after danceworks, went to yoshi to find xue er and xinni. they were studying! ohmiegawd.. you j1s are sooo hardworking pls. and for me, i dozed off on the table! reached home and had dinner.. lil sis cooked egg rice for me (: so sweet of her. and i received prank calls after my dinner! ARGH.. its like 7-8 prank calls? WTH? the first 2 calls were from hp and the consecutive calls were from house phone. idiotic.. and im complaining to daddy! hahhaa im daddy's lil girl still. ;P

REPLIES ;D

gr; i love pj too! yes, i guess ure the first to hear this! hahahaaa :D

kris`; yeah I LOVE IT! but she didnt manage to dig much info from me! lols!

fish; yes darl.. meet up after my common test! ((:

bernard; are you the 98 bus incident bernard? sheeesh ;P

jianyi; yes sweetie, u take good care too! see ya arnd! (: